I kōrerohia te kupu mate pukupuku e ētahi atu i mua, engari kāore au i whakaaro ka pā mai ki ahau anō i tēnei wā. Kāore rawa i taea e au te whakaaro ki tēnā.
Ahakoa e 70 ōna tau, kei te ora pai ia, he tau te noho tahi a tana tāne me tana wahine, he tama aroha tana tama, ā, nā tana pukumahi i ōna tau tōmua i pai ai tōna reti i ōna tau whakamutunga. E taea te kī he paki te ao i ngā wā katoa.
Kei te pai rawa pea te ao. Tērā pea ka homai e te Atua he uauatanga ki ahau.
Kei te haere mai te mate pukupuku.
I te tīmatanga o Pēpuere 2019, i pā mai he āhua kore whakamarie ki ahau, me te pōuri hoki.
I mahara ahau he kai kino, engari kāore he aha. Mā wai e whakaaro ki ngā whanonga kino?
Heoi anō, ka haere tonu te whanoke, ā, ka tīmata te kino haere o ngā tohu o te puku.
Ka tīmata te pōuri.
I akiaki taku hoa aroha kia haere ahau ki te hōhipera kia tirohia.
Mei 2019, he rā e kore rawa e warewaretia e au.
I te hōhipera, i mahia he gastroscopy me te enteroscopy ki ahau. I pai taku puku, engari he raruraru kei roto i ōku whekau.
I taua rā anō, i kitea he mate pukupuku koroni matau tōku.
Kāore au i te whakapono, ā, kāore au e hiahia ki te whakaae ki te hua.
I huna ahau, ā, i noho puku mō te wā roa.
Me aro tonu koe ki tēnei. Kāore he painga o te noho hei kaipahua.
I whakamarie ahau i tōku whānau, he tino teitei te auau whakaora o te mate pukupuku koroni, kaua e wehi, ko te mea pono, he whakatenatena i a koe anō.
10 o Ākuhata, 2019.
I pokaia nuitia ahau mō te mate pukupuku koroni, ā, i tangohia te pukupuku. Tekau ngā rā i muri i te pokanga, i tukuna ahau i te hōhipera.
I muri mai, ka kōrero ahau ki taku tākuta, ka mea mai ko te mate pukupuku koroni te mea tino pea ka horapa te ate ki roto, nō reira, i runga i te akiaki a aku tamariki, ka mahia e au he CT hei whakaatu ko ngā pona o roto i te ate e kiia ana he horapa, me te whānui o te 13mm.
I tino ngoikore ahau i te pokanga o mua, ā, i te neke atu i te 10 ngā rā i noho ai ahau ki te hōhipera, i ātete ahau ki te maimoatanga.
I puta ake te whakaaro kia kore ahau e rongoatia.
He onge te ora mai anō i ngā wā onamata, ā, e tika ana kia ora ahau tae noa ki tēnei wā.
Nō reira, kōrerohia ki te whānau, kāore he maimoatanga anō.
Engari kāore aku tama i whakaae, ā, i tohutohu mai rātou kia kimihia e au tētahi atu huarahi hei tirotiro mēnā ka taea te rongoā i ahau me te kore pokanga.
I whakaaro ahau ki a au anō: Āe, me kimi e koe, kāore he maimoatanga pērā! Kāore au e mamae. Kāore au e hiahia ki te mahi chemo.
I te 8 o Oketopa, 2019, i haria ahau ki te Hōhipera.
E rua marama te roa i mua i te kīnga kua kitea e rātou.
I kī te tākuta, i muri i te rongoā whakamoe ā-rohe, ka werohia tika te ngira ki roto i te pukupuku ate mai i te kiri o waho, kātahi ka whakamahanahia ki te hiko. He rite te tukanga maimoatanga ki te rihi wera i roto i te ngaruiti, e "tahu" ana i te pukupuku ate.
"E 20 meneti te roa o te tukanga katoa, ā, i kohuatia te puku pērā i te hua manu kohuatia."
I muri i te pokanga, i pā mai he ahua kore whakamarie ki tōku puku. I kī te tākuta he uruparenga rongoā whakamoe me te whakamamae i te mamae.
Ko ētahi kāore e whakamā, ka taea e koe te ara ake i te moenga ka hikoi, ka taea rānei koe te tukuna i te hōhipera, ka waiho he kōhao ngira ki te tinana.
I kī te tākuta he tino angitu te pokanga. I te wiki i muri mai, me mahi he whakamātautau CT tata ki te kāinga. Mā te whakamahi i te rongoā tuku iho Hainamana, ka taea te whakahaere pai i te mate.
Ko tāku tumanako ka pai ake ahau i muri i tēnei wā, ā, ka iti ake taku haere ki te hōhipera a muri ake nei.
I taua wā anō, e hiahia ana hoki ahau ki te kī atu ki a koutou he mate nui te mate pukupuku puku, nō reira me mawehe atu tātou i ngā whanonga kino, me mutu te momi hikareti, kaua e inu nui i te waipiro, kaua e inu nui i te kawhe, ā, kaua hoki e noho pōuri.
Tuarua, me whakahaere tātou i tō tātou taumaha, ā, me tika hoki te whakakori tinana.
Wā tuku: Maehe-09-2023